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11-27-2008, 09:33 AM
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Nontypical Buck
Join Date: Feb 2003
Location: Little Egg harbor NJ
Posts: 1,279
RE: Horton Hunter HD175 - LOWERED!
I just have to say that I am so sorry to hear what your diagnosis is. I have said prayers for you and your family in this time of need. I was reluctant in posting but when I read your post the other day you have been weighing on my mind since. Several prayers have been sent out to you and yours. I know that this isn't what you had in mind and can understand what you are trying to do and wish I was in a better position to help out but with a sick wife out of work for the last 15 months and just finally back to work last week I am unable to at this point. So sorry so sorry so so sorry. I am in the medical field Not a Dr but know what your diagnosis means. Again my heart and prayers are with you and yours.
God Bless.
Brian
God Bless.
Brian
11-28-2008, 02:51 AM
#4
Thread Starter
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RE: Horton Hunter HD175 - LOWERED!
Brian....
please understand that your heartfelt prayers for me and my family mean a great deal to us, during this trying times we are going through.
also i have never been a church goer for the most part but throught alll my illnesses in the last 5 months i have been seriously rethinking my old position and am working on setting things in the order they need to be in with the man upstairs.
because i do believe in him and i trust in my heart that if theres ever to be a real chance for me to pull through this its going to take a miracle and in order for that happen thats when my faith in god is needed the most.
also...if it really is to be my time to go, i want to be on the best of terms with him so i can be assured a spot in heaven so i can be with my first born son that i lost to a unfortunate accident at nearly the same agethatjustin is now (6) some 20 years ago.
i believe in my heart that god did not pull me through what he has in the last year to just take me away now, a year ago i was 440 pounds and near death and after seeing a dietiction for 4 months and having since worked my butt off as of now i am 145 pounds lighter then i was august a year ago, during that time i suffered a heart attack that left a smallportion of my heart deadand then i had a massive stroke this past august which i was back to my old self with no side effects in a mere' 36 hours and have delt with constant re-occouring blood clot issues since june of this year.
to say the least i have been through quite an ordeal so far and i believe in my heart of hearts that between my faith in god, my strong will to live for myself and my family and my always having been a determined person to never be kept down that i can beat this...besidesafter all i been through and done so well, how can i not believe god does not a greater plan for me in the years to come
again...thank you for your heartfelt concerns and prayers they are both very much appreciated
please understand that your heartfelt prayers for me and my family mean a great deal to us, during this trying times we are going through.
also i have never been a church goer for the most part but throught alll my illnesses in the last 5 months i have been seriously rethinking my old position and am working on setting things in the order they need to be in with the man upstairs.
because i do believe in him and i trust in my heart that if theres ever to be a real chance for me to pull through this its going to take a miracle and in order for that happen thats when my faith in god is needed the most.
also...if it really is to be my time to go, i want to be on the best of terms with him so i can be assured a spot in heaven so i can be with my first born son that i lost to a unfortunate accident at nearly the same agethatjustin is now (6) some 20 years ago.
i believe in my heart that god did not pull me through what he has in the last year to just take me away now, a year ago i was 440 pounds and near death and after seeing a dietiction for 4 months and having since worked my butt off as of now i am 145 pounds lighter then i was august a year ago, during that time i suffered a heart attack that left a smallportion of my heart deadand then i had a massive stroke this past august which i was back to my old self with no side effects in a mere' 36 hours and have delt with constant re-occouring blood clot issues since june of this year.
to say the least i have been through quite an ordeal so far and i believe in my heart of hearts that between my faith in god, my strong will to live for myself and my family and my always having been a determined person to never be kept down that i can beat this...besidesafter all i been through and done so well, how can i not believe god does not a greater plan for me in the years to come
again...thank you for your heartfelt concerns and prayers they are both very much appreciated
11-28-2008, 09:33 AM
#6
Nontypical Buck
Join Date: Feb 2003
Location: Little Egg harbor NJ
Posts: 1,279
RE: Horton Hunter HD175 - LOWERED!
Faith and a positive attitude are imparitive which you seem to have and that is fantastic. You seem to be a tuff SOB. 
Great and glad to hear that.
I also hope that someone will come on hear to buy that crossbow off you as it is a fantastic price.
Prayers from my family to your will continue to be a nightly ritual for us.
May God Bless and look over you and lay his healing hands on you.
Brian
Great and glad to hear that. I also hope that someone will come on hear to buy that crossbow off you as it is a fantastic price.
Prayers from my family to your will continue to be a nightly ritual for us.
May God Bless and look over you and lay his healing hands on you.
Brian
