you know i am sorry to say it but yes it would change me. part of what keeps me up all night waiting for morning is dreaming about that monster. now all i have to do is look at my wall and kiss him good-night

i would still hunt but i wouldn't have that same ambition i do now. unless i saw a bigger one [:-]
i would never think of giveing up hunting but it would surly change how i look at the sport