i love seeing deer while they are alive. They are actually very interesting just to watch. I raised a buck about 12 years ago. We found it when it was about a day old after hitting his mother with a car. Brought him back to the house and kept him in a pen for several months. Let him go and he didn't leave for about a year. It was cool. He was like a dog. You could call his name and he would come running. He left around the rut the next year and at the time he had 2 small spikes. Even with that being said, I love to kill them too. Just the thrill and excitement and the adrenline pumping makes it all worth it.