Man that sucks and I know where your at been through it three times but not cause of drinking but because of my wife cheating. I really hope you can get this worked out, living with out my kids was horrendous all I could do was cry and reach for the bottle. If all it would take was to give up the drinking Id do it in a heart beat for my kids. I am sorry and I know that I dont know the whole story but living with out my kids was the hardest thing I had to do in my life cause at that time my kids were my life. I am now 54 years old and my kids all have familys of there own and Im the #1 grandpa now. If there anything I can do to help man just email me I will do all that I can possibly do. Good luck man!