RE: lost a family member
I'll talk to you about this tomorrow bobcat. I think that in time it gets a little easier to deal with this kind of stuff. Now, j3 is 100% right that you will never feel the same, but with some help and prayer you can slowly learn to cope with it and eventually learn to deal with your problems. I also had a man that was VERY close to me pass away last year. He was as close to a dad that you could get without being realated to me at all. I live with my dad, but I loved James almost as much as I love my dad. He got some type of illness that was never diagnosed and he withered away. I loved James dearly and there is always a gap from where he was, but every time I pray about it it gets a little easier to deal with. BB