RE: I feel sooo bad
Jeez, I'm sorry to hear that happened. It was, of course, an accident; you were just trying to manage the deer responsible manner. Hopefully those big bucks will stick and around and breed some good trophy bucks in a couple of seasons.
Do you think you'll be able to get back out there with your dad before this season ends? You still might be able to scout around and locate the deer. How much land are you on?