Dagnabbit James, You stubborn, hard headed, old fart. I understand why, (we talked about it) but I don't like it or agree. Life is full of bumps, and burms, holes, corners, pitfalls at every turn. When I encounter an obstacle that seems to hold me back, or maybe I don't agree with, or was just wrong in the 1st place, I refuse to just give up. I will either prove it to be wrong, make it right, or accept it as knowledge of what that path may hold in the future (even if it was wrong).

I can't change what happened, or reverse it. I wish I could have copied all your post. A ton of good information has been lost. That is why I didn't delete them for you. Sheesh, we have been friends on here for many many many years. (about 12 years I think) I cherish that time, it has been a lot of fun. I feel like I am losing a part of me, and I am. You are part of my hunting family. Life isn't always fair, but sometimes we just have to duck n dodge n learn n make the best of it. Your presence here will be sorely missed my friend!!!!

If this brings a tear to your eye, Good, It hurts to think of losing a family member. We just went through this recently, and he was one heck of a guy too, and it's not frickin raining on my face this time either!!!