Sorry to hear about your hunting bud! I know it's tuff getting back out there, brings all those memories of taking birds and laughing about the ones that got the better of you. Last year was my first year without my dad, a real turkey thug! Theirs not a hunt I go on that I don't have something I want to call and tell him about. I pray every morning before daylight and ask if he could look down and enjoy the turkey woods with me. Man just get out their and know he's with you and watching saying good job or laughing saying man you know you should have stayed put! That was awesome letting that bird go.....now go get one for him!! Good luck and god bless!