Magnet, that doesn' t sound like you. My numbers show that I do not have alot a posts but I have been around a couple of years reading everyone elses. When I read yours I got the idea you where a very motivated person. To hear that your giving up is a bit of a shock. Take a little break from your stand for awhile until the weather changes or something that catch' s your attention. A little break and you will be refreshed to hunt during November when the bucks forget everything and start chasing the does. Good luck.