That's pretty cool man. Ihate to hear about your dad. If he was anything like mine is then I'd say its a hard pill to swallow. I worry about my dad so much anymore as hes pushing 60 and his health is getting pretty bad. I have to run the farm now and without him i would be nothing. Hes taught me everything I know, even when I didnt want to learn. I just cant imagine how you feel but he IS still with you, for sure! I was raised on God and firmly believe in miracles and that said, if I were you that bow would go with me till the endof my time. Good luck with everything man.