Bowtech, I used to have a similar point of view. I guess you could say I was more of an agnostic than an atheist as you claim to be. I thought there probably was a God, but I didn't think it could be proven, and if He did exist, He wasn't much involved with the affairs of everday life here on this planet.

My view changed after I had an experience with Christ, which showed me that He is real, and I couldn't deny His existence even if I wanted to after that. He is real, he died to give you eternal life, and he loves you more than you could ever imagine! I'm not talking about religion; religion only blinds people and cannot give you the peace of eternal life. Only Christ can give you true peace and eternal life.

I encourage you to open up your heart, and taste and see that the Lord is good!