i hunted 12 LONG days before i got mine, the day before our last hunt....it' s not over til it' over.....at 12:20 i got it......... i was feelin' all the things you are, but that day i decided not to let a thing get to me, i was just out there enjoyin' myself, even when i had two hunters walk up on me and the one run away blowin like a deer[], well i kept cool and then they came walkin in ...feathers .....
just being able to get your butt out there is a blessin' ......at least to me