I think the experience is just "different".
I think back to my younger days playing baseball....and how excited I would get the night before a game and even the moments leading up to a big game (and hunting, a camping trip, vacation, etc...were all events that drew this type of anticipation). Fast forward to college and my days in the Jayhawk league.....and the preparation and anticipationwas more methodical. Fast forward to my competitive golf days and I began to mature in my approach.
So....today I'm better at dealing with the anticipation.
I forgot one thing.......it sucks not having those feelings like a kid, again.
