This kind of thing makes me sick. I shot a deer with my bow two weeks ago. Had a good shot, took my time and saw where I hit. I thought it was a good hit, but later went to recover the deer and lost the blood trail after about 200 yards. We searched for two days and could not find her. I agonized about that shot for days. I take every shot with the expectation of a quick kill or I don't take it. Things go wrong, but 12 shots?