RE: I would have got him if I would have shot!!!!
Welcome.
My first year the only deer I saw were over 80 yards away and running. If he was really that big, I can't wait to hear about him next year.
Since you are new, I will also offer little advice: scout, use the wind, and take only good shots.
Sounds like your decision to wait was good one. You might try calling or rattling him in closer next time.
Keep 'em all in the Bull.