I don't need to hunt to survive...but I do need to prove to myself that I am hunter, a provider, that my instincts still run in my soul and that I'm still a predator and the whole act of hunting identify me better with God's natural world and I will know who I am.

Killers, no...predators that can kill if so desired, yes.

Enjoy killing, not...thankful to be able to harvest one of God's creations, yes! It's sadnes I feel, but not remorse...I feel joy of accomplishment but not rejoice on the killing.