I think that using the death of your friend as an excuse for your adolescent behavior is just plain sad. If you arent just a 12 year old punk skipping school and sitting on the computer all day then that is even sadder because an adult would just know better than to act the way that you do. One thing that I do have to point out though, I like 45/70 GOVT better than Magnum Man 300, he seems to be a bit more mature.