RE: I screwed up
I hear ya. I got 3 more years until my oldest will be legal to bow and shotgun hunt and I plan on making myself available when the time comes. He's always interested when I am shooting in my yard and he assists with carrying my gear to and from the truck. He loves it when I come home with a deer. Awesome experiences.
That song 'Cats and the Craddle' comes to mind loud and clear. NEVER miss an opportunity to spend time with your children!