How old are you?? Just wondering?? I figure you got to be a young hunter because a old guy would have started drinking heavy by now.lol. I find it hard to believe you could go 20 times and not see a deer. you must have really bad luck or you don't have a clue as what to look for. Don't be shy Speek up!!! I know it sounds like Im raggin on you but its ment in a good way. By your post it sounds like you are already defeted. I say the heck with that noise bro. You gotta get with the program. Buy some hunting how to dvd's not those dumb 100 kill vidios that all those bozo's on the outdoor channel sell, Im goin to do you a big favor, get these vidieos and you will kill a deer.
http://www.brothersofthebow.com/html/bow.htmlYou might just learn something and if you need something to get your spirit back look at this one
http://www.brothersofthebow.com/html/primaldreams.htmlAnd all will be in your freezer. These two old boys know how its done.