been there done that...lol...but have patience and it will pay off.
my sister waited i think 7yrs to get her first turkey and now she's a turkey killin' fool...i've been after a turkey with a bow for 4seasons now and yesterday ended my bow season so i'll have to try again come spring...but at least you are out there trying, you're able to tell stories like the turkey that came in so close you could have stabbed him...it's the lil things like that...just imagine not being able to have the lil moments like that.
good luck and keep huntin' until you get yours...it'll happen.