6 years? Hey, I don't feel so bad... This only is my 4th year with zero success (so far).
I know exactly how you feel though.... I got "buck fever" really bad last season when I had a beautiful 8 pointer come sneaking in behind me from 20 yards away (another hunter spooked him and he tore off up the ridge, leaped over the trail, and landed 20 yards behind me). I don't know who was more startled, him or me! Long story short, I went to full draw when he put his head down to sniff for danger, but I started shaking so bad and had my heart in my throat, I couldn't even think... I ended sailing the arrow right over his back from 20 yards away! Man, I was just sick for weeks over that! [&o][:-][:'(]