Hey sounds like your in a pretty big pinch, I was once told that if you have something that everyone else wants, or wants to know about don't tell or show anyone it because it won't be long before its not just yours anymore. As far as what you should do i think i would just keep pushing because by the way it sounds your out if you don't, and if you do you could get back in there or you could be out so i would just keep pushing.