look... i'll spill my guts about everything thats happened this past week... this is why i'm leaving... and this is why many of you won't hear from me

i have had a tumor on my uterus for three years now... can't be removed... this is blocking any chance of me ever being a mother because a pregnancy would kill me... well... i became pregnant and needed an emergency abortion... i had it done and when i went back for a checkup they found that the tumor has manifested itself into uterine cancer... now i don't believe in any of that life support junk... just an excuse to keep yourself in pain... so i'm letting it take its course... it'll be over soon

as for dragonslayer, i'm not a full paramedic... you won your battle... but you live in a city dear... i live in a small town where theres more cows than people... i'm an EMT and fulfilling my paramedic training as i go... i refer to myself as a paramedic because i'm so damn proud of it... its just like zak calling himself a firefighter... but here, rules don't apply... theres plenty of people here... just nobody who gives a damn about anybody else... which means no medic... which means no help... so when the tones go off, i fly... you want to be an ass? you won... but i don't want to hear it... my last times here are going to be happy whether you like it or not