I am having a realy down day to day as some of you probaly guessed it is not a physical problem it's mental I have lost 2-3 years of my life because of Bipolar,OCD,social anxity and skiso effecto or how ever you spell it and I still see no light at the end of the tunnel what I mean by that I don't feel much better than I did 2-3 years ago I have good DR's it's just finding the magic pill if there is one out there for me. I really don't think this is the place to discuss this but I just need to vent a little. I am more less a hermet when it comes to going places with other people I like to be alone. Although my brother in law just got into bowhunting this year and it did spark some of the old feeling of bowhunting and I found it fun again for about 3 weeks. Before now bowhunting was my release I would think in may if I make it to bow season everything would be fine then but bow season doesn't last forever and now I have lost that release that bowhunting used to give me. I don't want you to feel bad for me because I do relize that there are alot of people that are worse off than me but this is happening to me so to me it is bad. Sorry for the sob story but I just needed to vent and I think of this place is a place for support weather it is for bowhunting or to get each other through bad times. And I feel I have friends here.