Moosedrool....maybe you should consider moving back there then.
And your excuse about putting food on the table is just that, an excuse. I own a 500k house and am raising three kids. My love of the outdoors dictated the direction i went in as far as career went. If you want something bad enough, you will make it happen. Period. And no...I'm no genius. I just made it happen instead of making excuses. I suggest you do the same.