I just don't get it. My family comes before ANYONE and that includes myself !! If I have to swallow my pride and stand in a wellfare line so my wife and child have something to eat tonight then there isn't going to be no man on this earth that could stop me. Yeah, I might be embarassed standing there. I may be in the dumps for losing my job. I may have a tough time looking in the mirror at night but they keyword here is "I". Not my wife, and not my son. I would take all of their pain that they would have to deal with in their lives just so they wouldn't have to and if that means using whats necessary to get back on my feet again while not breaking the law then so be it. I might not have everything I've always wanted but I can always say that everythingI have, I got it honest. I take more pride in that than anything.