I used to try to not use the handicapped spots as there were people whose condition was worse,but now it is getting to where I can barely walk so I do use them.Mite,did you check those posts I told you about?There are really alot of clueless people who think that the govt. helps those of us on SS Disability with medical care and that there is so much money out there for us to get.It is sad that Americans can give millions to tsunami victims while there are people right here in the US that have needs.I am lucky that my wife has decent medical coverage at her job.Even with this,the co-pays are taking a good chunk of our money each month.Keep on fighting for what you deserve.It may take a while,but when you finally get it,it is a nice chunk of change,but like you said,you are so deep in dept and lose most everything that it just isn't right.I lost my 4 bedroom house that I bought to fix up and now live in a trailer that is smaller than my living room and dining room were.My kids room is only 8x8 and with 2 boys,12 and 9,that just isn't enough room for them.At least my kids are healthy so everything isn't so bad.