I take it you don't reload YET. Consider it. At least save your brass. That can even be sold later.... But 8 pounds or so of powder and 5000 lead bullets can be converted into cheap ammo.

In the meantime find some reliable reloads using 185 or 200 LEAD semi wadcutters. They usually are fairly slow as at high speeds they lead the barrel worse(easy to clean out though after accuracy deteriorates). Reloads by the 1000 will have lower recoil and be cheaper.

If you load, then you can replace with a lighter recoil spring and load lighter loads later.

I suspected what you were after right away by the bullet weights and question. But as noted, just come on right out and ask the question. With hunting questions the more you tell, the better the answers. With ammo, guns, reloads etc.... you have to give EVERY component etc..... to expect an answer, a safe and sane answer at that.

Best of luck, BTW if you get someone to load you some dummy rounds IE bullet by no primer or powder and drop them into a pocket with live ammo, then load your mags without looking, (called the ball and dummy drill-- and both the dummy round and I are dummies in the game....) then just shoot. You'll help yourself cure the flinches. Also try shooting on a reversed target with no bullseye to aim at. Just aim at the center and let the rest take care of itself. You may shoot better groups that way. Its another old drill to help.

Jeff

Jeff