Ok, I've never hunted elk before. I have an application in to the Wyoming drawing for a trophy hunt this year. Some nights I have trouble sleeping and I spend long hours on the internet and reading books about elk hunting. My name is Dave. I am from Illinois. I am a recovering turkeyaholic, but I seem to have aquired another dependency. I need a diagnosis from some of you professional elk hunters out there. Does the symptoms I have described, along with spending huge amounts of money on this elk hunting trip, qualify me as an elkaholic? Most importantly, should I be ashamed of this dependency and remain quiet about it or should I be talking about this trip openly to all of my buddies who will lend an ear? I feel that this is uncontrollable and am on a downward spiral! HELP ME, PLEASE!!!