Jeff after reading your post I can only wish you the best with your health, family etc.. You were always there to answer any questions I may have had and although there are many helpful people on these boards I considered you the best. Although we have never met in person, as you have said in your post all of us here share a common bond. Im sure I speak for most here in saying that at times of difficulty in our lives it is nice to have the support of friends to pull us through, and please understand that everyone here is pulling for you. If you feel like talking wether it be bows, family or whatever we would love to have you back.
Best of luck
BD