I know how both of you feel.

I am on disability to.

And just paying the light bill and phone bill and buying food is hard enaugh.

Then I have no insurance to buy my medicine so I know how you feel.

My 17 year old daughter had some kind of virus that atacked her nervis system and

She lost the use of her arms - hands and legs and went in a wheel chair.

And since she is a 17 year old I can't do the things she needs because I am a man.

You know what I am talking about.

She needs to be helped to the bath room and some one else to bath her.

So my wife had to get medical leave from her job to do it.

So money is real short.

I have 3 chrldren and it is hard just to get the basics.

Then its Christmas and children look foward to Santa.

Oh well keep a upper lip and keep on kepping on.

Thats all we can do.

Good Luck