Hey jrbsr Buddy youve got a friend here, I cant even begin to imagine what your life is like but from what Ive read my hat is off to you because of all of your adversitys you are still going and refuse to give up. I am proud to be your friend. I can relate to the money all I get on my disability is $650.00 a month I live in a mobile home that I bought for $1000.00 from a friend and it takes all my money and more just to survive. I moved here from Kansas because I couldnt even afford to pay rent and I was having to live with my daughter and her husband and 4 kids. She didnt need me adding to her load and my pride got in the way but by God shes not supporting me I am on my own even though I aint got nothing Im happy. Your friend till the end. Jimmy