RE: I just couldn't do it.....
Kill-it!
I'm afraid I'd of done the same thing ,I have a problem with taking a doe away from her young as well ,doesn't matter if it's my first or not .
As far as I'm concerned you can still chalk her up since you had her if you wanted her ,you just chose not to.Way to go ,and I'm glad I'm not the only one who feel's like you did about this situation.
nubo