Team members, in a moment of bad judgment I posted a message to the boards that was meant to inflame by saying that I lost my release and didn't practice much, or at all, this year. I thought to make some points with it, but it terribly backfired. Deceit (lying) is not a good way to make any points. Only an idiot would have thought that he could.

Anyway, I tried to apologize but that doesn't seem like enough, and probably isn't, as I stepped too far over the line on message board etiquitte. Anyway, there is definitely, and rightfully so, animosity towards me and little if anything I say in the future will have any credibility, and our team (your team) has also been drug into it, with feelings of pity that you have me as a team mate. I deeply apologize for that. The post was inconsistent from any other posts I have made in the last 3 years, proving that a reputation takes a lifetime to build and only a second to destroy.

So, with that in mind, and realizing that any buck I get will likely be met with skepticism and doubt, I would like to resign from the team and let you guys find someone with a better reputation and better judgment to replace me. I'm really sorry fellas, since I truly believe that I could have helped your cause with a decent buck this year. But you being able to enjoy your ultimate victory , without the mud slinging that would be part of my entry, is worth more than any buck I might shoot.

Please, to any of my antagonists: I am not trying to be valiant, or have the last say, or elicit pity. I was wrong- dead wrong. I admit it. I just think this is best for the Lung busters- That's my only motive.