This is getting pointless. If you dont want to hear the replys DONT ASK. Hopefuly a moderator will come and lock this thread sense it serves no purpose being that you seem to take in very little. All people have done on this board is try to talk some sense into but your beyond resonable thinking it appears. You want to try and hurt yourself becausing your lusting for some girl who doesnt even want to date you go ahead, but we dont need to hear about it, especialy when you seem to care little about the thoughts and concerns of the board users.