RE: is this unhealthy for me?...
Taking medicine you dont need is stupid and potentialy dangerous. Go buy a 1000 piece puzzle or do some manual labour to pass time away and take your mind off her. Geez your sprung and you aint even dating. Why not go out and have yourself some fun and get over it. And usualy if you have to ask if something is unhealthy for you then you shouldnt be doing it.