I have not been on that much lately due to my wife's continuing battle with ovarian cancer. She used to kid me about neglecting her for this site and then it dawned on her that I need therapy, away from our struggle with the disease and all the stress that it can lead to. It's been tough for both of us but now she ask me how are the hunters etc., so progress has been made and I might suggest that you involve her a bit more yourself so she can understand why you are so attracted to this site. Tell her about my situation and I think she might get a clearer picture as to why some of us are here often. Good luck!