My friend, you need to join Bowhunters Anonymous!! LOL

I had it as bad as you at one point in time. In all seriousness, it's an illness that can cause serious problems. If you get too addicted to it, and you appear to already be there, then you're never satisfied. And when you're never satisfied, you try harder, and harder, until one day you wake up with TARGET PANIC!!!!! Get help before it's too late!