I can think of a lot worse "habits" to have guys, and at least we have something to show for it other than empty beer cans and baggies or stuff like that. Please don't feel sorry for yourselves. Look at all the fine choices we have today.
I got a new bow before last season and I'm still looking to add another. It's probably going to cost me about 2 weeks wages and I pay through the nose for child support; and thats just the bare bow.
I totally get where your coming from.