sorry. u can email me or what ever if u need to talk there is alot of people here for ya. i know what its like. i lost 3 people prty close to me in 4 yrs. all of em cammited suicide. one jus shot himself on monday nite. he was our superintendent. funeral is tommarow. one of the nicest guys i have ever known and prob will ever know. and 2 of my other friends were in my brothers class. think i could have helped them iiiifff. were here for ya buddy. godbless u and your friend at least he is alright.