We lost our brother to a wanabe gang a year and a half ago.He was drowned, and no one was convicted. All my Dad can think about is getting back at them, but all of them are still in hiding. I know how you feel I also lost a baby sister when I was ten years old. Then three years ago my Mom split with my Dad and is with a drug adict son of a B*#@$. I know people say"Try to forget about it, just hold a special place in your heart for them" But that doesnt work, most people wont ever get over it, I know I wont. Just hang in there and remember were here for you and a lot of us have been in your shoes. Take it easy.