Oh yea just so you know, I was born in Scranton PA, and you should know that your sunrise is about 30 minutes behind ours if not longer, its called the globe, learn it, it works wonders.
If you are on the coast, you are 15-20 minutes tops ahead of where I am. Still way short of dawn.
Not trying to bully anyone. You just aren`t making sense in your posts.
I can`t imagine a 47 year old man who has been in the military having this kind of a problem with a rifle, or shooting a deer at 50 yds.
I do hope ya find her though.