NC,you should be proud of your first bow kill.It does'nt matter if it's a spike or a ten pointer.That's what bow hunting is all about,up close and personable, and you did it! Enjoy the moment,the meat,and the memories,Congradulations!!..Bob>>>>&gt ;By the way,would you have the same feelings about the spike if you dropped him at 100yds with a 7mm Mag?,I don't think so.Quit being so hard on yourself,and once again,Congrats!!!!