I am really trying to see the good in your posts but posts like this make it extremely difficult. Posting on a forum or anywhere on the internet is never like having a face to face conversation with other people. But saying that people who post here are some kind of bot instead of real people is just plain insulting.

I don't think you're a troll but agree with Jake that you have a very "odd and different" way of communicating. If so, that's nothing that members on this forum can really help you with. It's really only something you can adjust or not. I wish you luck on both.