That’s stuff happens unfortunately and you’re not the only one it has ever happened to.. I have had it happen before and others have as well. So yes I know that feeling but these things can happen and we all try to learn from our mistakes. You can’t cry over spilt milk and you can’t put it all back in the glass. But just like mrbb stated “ it wild feed a predator or something if it perished. “ So chin up and try again..