I'm on the brink of going with an xbow too. I've had more surgeries on my shoulder than I can remember. Plus I have 2 medical devices implanted in me to help ease the constant shoulder pain. Shoulders suck.
Hope you heal quick. No shame in using an xbow. Pretty sure I will next year but then again I said that last year too.
Going to rain all weekend. Running a marathon on sunday. Should be an interesting weekend.
Good luck guys