You do have an interesting mind set.
I'm also sorry to hear about what's going on in your family. The same reason you consider it work I consider it enjoyment.
Almost died twice this year. Spent 28 days in the hospital have had three different procedures on my heart and had a gallbladder out. Getting laid off Jan 4th.
I'm a very good hunter and Fishermen don't really care about a reputation maybe that's why it isn't work for mr.