hey everyone, i just wanted to cry on some shoulders tonight[:' (].i' m sad and angry[:@]

[:' (]i' ve been hunting with my best friend(ex)for twenty years.we' ve been through more crap together than you could imagine.his family deserted him when he 18(religeous reasons).i met him when i was 23 and he was 26and we were inseprable.hunted and fished,played ball together you name it, we did it.my family adopted him,he spent every holiday with us birthdays, mothersday, fathersday everything.i helped through his divorce he helped through mine.his grandfather died a few years ago and that was really tough on both of us.well last year his cousin moved into the house on the farm.(so.ark.)we hunted last year like normal.i killed a big 8pt.we would sit around and tell stories about the last 20 years with his grandpa and the farm and the woods.well the first week of sept.my ex best calls me and tlees me i' m no longer welcome.his cousin doesn' t like me and says that i acted like a family member not like a guest.then told i had noone to blame but myself.then he cussed me out when i said i wanted my stands and various other items back(tv,sleepinbags,gambrels,etc.).never once did i raise my voice or show i was angry.i was apologetic and remorseful he only got madderand never did really explain what i did wrong.he just told me if he heard me sayin anything about him or his family he' d really be pi$$ed at me.(he hated his cousin).since i' ve been huntin there i' ve killed bucks between 120 and 150 every year.well to make a long story short,i have' nt heard from him in 2 months.now i' ve got nowhere to hunt.it sucks being me.[:' (]thanks for letting me rant and cry. i really appreciate it.keep up the good stories and pics.you all are keepin me sane and alive.can some one tell me how to put in a signature????thanks, billy