Mossy Oak, listen to Cougar, he' s da man.
I can feel your frustration, don' t quit, short break is a good idea, keep practising,
re-gain your confidence, re-group, re-charge, unload the weight from your heart and shoulders, forget the past and go back to your woods and start fresh, you' re not a yahoo with the bow just a victim of circumstances which with time would be able to control.
Good Luck