I stayed out of the original post and don't think I would have come down on you as hard. But you have to know that trespassing is against the law and no self respecting outdoorsman/sportsman/hunter would knowingly do so, once let alone for 30 years.

Any of us that have had to spend years to form a relationship with a farmer/land owner to gain their confidence, that we will not destroy their land or take advantage of their trust would do as you have. People that do, cause us that won't a headache at every turn. you run into landowners all the time that say no, the last guys ruined that or the trespassers ruined it or what ever. and if you had spent the time we did, to obtain permission and find a place to hunt, YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND, and would be as pissed as some on here are.

As far as leaving, suck it up. just like hunting with out permission, it shows how childish you are being. I mean this in the best possible way, i truly do.